my hubby go home liao. In the past 1 week, we met the most, 3 times in all and sigh.....thou it will only be one and a half months but i miss him liao...sometimes i wonder how did i survive the 5 months last year.
well, I met denise(her sister tagged along for a while) to study at the tampines since the txt bk for the anatomy was the reference there. but the study trip wasn't so sucessful. it was more of a slacking time to gether. i don't know if my memory is fading me or what caz denise certainly look very different from the denise i know. well, there was the hair dye, hair cut, skin looking better and finaly she is wearing something that does not fall into the category of T-shirt.
well, the whole day, we bought eyeliner for me caz you know, i like to spend when i am not happy. then, it was playing w the eyeliner for a while. she was also telling me about all the stuff she did in schl. we went to her place and she showed me all the pics that she took w her new nus friends. hearing from her how nice nus has been so far, going out with friends etc, her most beloved tae kwon do lessons etc etc, i felt kinda loser then. well, you see, i haven't changed a single little bit since sec schl. i am still usually seen alone in schl, don't care about my appearance, juz t shirt jenes eery day, no outings at all w any of the new pple that i see here. they are still pretty much just classmates. btw, denise also is starting to change her wardrobe.
so i was feeling kind of loser, the living as if i don't exist most of the time. u see, i only bother to dress up a little if i am working but o freally dress up w my hubby. other than that, all things else is really boringly simple. how i wish i can go clubbing, go out w friends for movies and chit chat sessions that will be real fun n long but when i think again....nah...not possible. although both den n i travel a lot to go to and from schl there are a lot of other things that is different. well, first thing, she not working wkends but i am. then my wkdays got tuition. Sigh...it's about earning money and given that i already have a lot of problem w gettig my work done, how can i go play? then if i were to go out n play, it is a double loss, i don't earn n i m spending. .....sianz....
well, at least i can look forward to the night chats w my hubby at nite. now, it will be slightly lesser but we can tok on the phone.
well, I met denise(her sister tagged along for a while) to study at the tampines since the txt bk for the anatomy was the reference there. but the study trip wasn't so sucessful. it was more of a slacking time to gether. i don't know if my memory is fading me or what caz denise certainly look very different from the denise i know. well, there was the hair dye, hair cut, skin looking better and finaly she is wearing something that does not fall into the category of T-shirt.
well, the whole day, we bought eyeliner for me caz you know, i like to spend when i am not happy. then, it was playing w the eyeliner for a while. she was also telling me about all the stuff she did in schl. we went to her place and she showed me all the pics that she took w her new nus friends. hearing from her how nice nus has been so far, going out with friends etc, her most beloved tae kwon do lessons etc etc, i felt kinda loser then. well, you see, i haven't changed a single little bit since sec schl. i am still usually seen alone in schl, don't care about my appearance, juz t shirt jenes eery day, no outings at all w any of the new pple that i see here. they are still pretty much just classmates. btw, denise also is starting to change her wardrobe.
so i was feeling kind of loser, the living as if i don't exist most of the time. u see, i only bother to dress up a little if i am working but o freally dress up w my hubby. other than that, all things else is really boringly simple. how i wish i can go clubbing, go out w friends for movies and chit chat sessions that will be real fun n long but when i think again....nah...not possible. although both den n i travel a lot to go to and from schl there are a lot of other things that is different. well, first thing, she not working wkends but i am. then my wkdays got tuition. Sigh...it's about earning money and given that i already have a lot of problem w gettig my work done, how can i go play? then if i were to go out n play, it is a double loss, i don't earn n i m spending. .....sianz....
well, at least i can look forward to the night chats w my hubby at nite. now, it will be slightly lesser but we can tok on the phone.
